Yes I do realize that I'm not like everybody else in my family, I'm like a fish out of water. I'm not from a rich family, live in a rural area, I can't blend well with others, not a good talker who can come out with good conversation, I'm don't get an excellent result like my cousins, I'm not as good looking too so then hell? Cant I be respected as an individual? Why choose me as the bad egg? Even in that I can't be a good example, do anybody cares bout my best quality even they not favor them... It make me sick and gave me nausea.. They make it seems like its my fault for me to appear as what I am right now, why don't they instead try to look beneath this mask? I don't want to stay as the black sheep forever. thats the main reason why i want to leave this place as soon as possible. I want to look for the place I belong, the place where I no longer the odd one out..
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